Monthly Archives: August 2014
Love is NOT a symmetric relation.
Are you?
I’m afraid of you.
The way you make me feel; it’s like standing at the ridge of a tall building. Hypnotizing it is, as if the ground gradually pulls my soul into itself. Thus, I had the sudden urge to jump for no logical reason. Then suddenly, I just found myself falling. But as I begin to gain speed, as I go deeper and deeper, as my body move towards its certain destination: I begin to realize; I begin to feel; the unbearable, excruciating pain that is waiting for me as soon as I converge into the ground. And the worst part is there is nothing I could do; I’m helplessly falling and bound to get hurt.
You are a risk I don’t want to take. Sorry if I’m craven. But I’m just protecting this fragile blood-pumping organ of mine. Call me a coward if you must, I’m just using what’s in my head, not what’s in my chest. Because even if you’re just another girl in a university of eight thousand people; Even if it might have been just a happy coincidence that the two of us met. You can’t help if I see it in you, everytime I look into your eyes. You are definitely the type of girl who’s inevitably, eventually, going to break my heart.
But, are you?
smile 🙂
I wish I could “CTRL+Z” my life.
I wanna talk to you. But what to say, no clue.
yeah
And it’s about to become two
I can do photography you know. Specially when I’m required to do so.
One day, you’ll meet someone. She will be beautiful, and kind, and sexy, and funny, and everything you ever wanted in a woman. You’ll fall hopelessly in love and give her your heart. But she’ll take it, and grind it into pathetic little pieces.
-Leonard Hofstadter, The Big Bang Theory.